自由

自由的本身，
自由吗？

要得到自由，
需要放下许多包袱。

我
好想，好想
要那一秒的自由。

不是想逃避，
是想好好忘记现实。
活我想要的人生。

"自由の意味は本当に自由？"

半路人

你的存在，

即使我用尽一切，

都无法从我的记忆里删除。

半路人的本性，

就是会在你的人生，

流下标记，

也永远都刻在记忆。

你拿走我重要的，

离开也不回头，

无情地，

残忍地，

无形中狠狠地伤害了我。

半路人啊，

半路人，

好请你高抬贵手啊。

Middlesbrough Trip

On the 17th October, I went to Middlesbrough on a college trip with my friends. Yeah, I have made new friends here. They are from Malaysia and Hong Kong. The two main places we were visiting were Saltholme Nature Reserve and Ormesby Hall - the 250 years old house.

Well, when I was on the bus, it reminded me of those bus trips I had for drama members to Kuching, Mukah and Sri Aman. Aww!! GUYS I MISS YOU ALL!!! Hope those who are facing SPM this year, Kimmie, Kurtie, Lynette all the best! :)　がんばってね！(Ganbateh ne!)

It took us about 1 hour and 15 minutes to reach an very special clear land where industrial purpose buildings were located. It was the Saltholme Nature Reserve. I was so confused that why would a nature reserve being surrounded by factories?

Whee!~

The whole group were divided into three of nine people. We walked around the place with a tour guide describing us about the nature reserve and leading us to a bird hide.

The observation location where the birds are.

They have a garden for visitors and can you guess what are these things??? - Dead trees planted UPSIDE DOWN.

Group Photo~

After lunch I spent time taking pictures of birds through a window.

aw..... couple bird.

Then we headed to Ormesby Hall and I was so impressed by the house. Can you imagine in the past century, the whole land was owned by this family? and if you were the son of this family, wake up every morning staring at this piece of land is going to be yours and you can ride a white horse searching for your princess? COOL ISN'T IT??

Too bad we couldn't take pictures in the house so we just took as many as we could outside the garden of the house.

It's time to test my new camera~~~~ MACRO MACRO~~

For you information, it's Autumn in Newcastle and it's 8 hours slower than Malaysia, not 7. Sometimes it's cold, windy, drizzling and sometimes it's warm and sunny :)





That's the most recent event that I had with my new friends and the next post will possibly about the up-coming Halloween~

It's party time~ XD

脚步 Footsteps

脚步
是一种速度。
Footsteps
is a kind of speed.

当我们一起走，
我终是比你快
多你一步。
When we walked together,
I was always faster
by a one step.

心里
其实我在想的东西，
与我们聊的
大大有差。
What I was thinking
inside,
differed from what we chatted.

因为你相信吗？
我怕我会爱上你。
Coz' do you believe?
I was scared to fall for you.

Hmmm.....???

Right.... People have been buzzing me, saying why am I gone for so long and am I quiting this blog?

The answer is - NO. I am not quiting but resting coz' I do not know why after I got here, all my inspirations have gone and even if I did, it's all about how love could manipulate our feelings in different conditions rather than my recent updates. There is one thing about blogging my recent updates - too much pictures to upload. But I think before that, I will change my blog header and footer with complete fresh look ( I think ). So yeah~ give me some more time to prepare and start all over again with new ideas and new posts. :)

Cheers
tarotism

真相 Truth

"不是有意的。
It's not on purpose.
因为爱你
Coz' I love you
所以将谎言给你。
and I have no choice but to leave you with the truth.
也十分抱歉
Sorry.. so sorry
将把你一个人留下。
for making you alone here."

我想了很久。
I thought for a while.
就是不懂为什么
Still did not understand
两个相爱的人
why two who love each other so much
终是要分开。
would always be separated in the end.

如果没有爱过，
If there's no love,
人就因该不会
and we won't
被离别的痛苦折磨。
being tortured by separation.

为什么？
Why?
为什么
why
伤心的剧情
heart-breaking scenes
残酷的现实
cruel reality
别人的眼光
people's eyes
是与否
Yes or No
对与错
Right or Wrong
这么重要？
so important?

每个人
Everyone of us
其实只有一次
have only one chance
就那么一次
just once
能感受爱。
to be Love.

一旦错过，
If we missed
人，
we
将永远少了什么。
would always feel incomplete.

Moon Night

It's a lover's night.
A time when they can finally meet.

Under the shimmering moonlight,
I stood, alone.
Sometimes,
some desperate times,
I thought.

The one had gone,
far.
Now it was another one.
Approaching.
Both appealing.
Both eye-catching.

It's always a distance,
before reaching,
before knowing,
before starting.

This time,
I knew I should stand,
within the lines.

Can't Figure It Out

Yes.
It is hard to accept a transaction
of Life.

Everday the same routine. But it is a lot more free than Chung Hua. I can still remember that everyday morning, sitting in Che'lle class and talking to her 'bout how i feel day after day. It has been a while and I can feel the distance is even longer and further from my friends. Hmmm...

Everyday morning, sitting outside the class waiting, even they are just in front of me, but we are still strangers. Seeing them chattering, it makes me miss my friends, those days of happiness. Sigh.

I do not expect to meet someone who is equivalent to them here though. Coz' I know no matter what, those friends that I met in Chung Hua, are those who accompanied me through my secondary school life. Well, guys, I really miss you!!! Hope everything is fine. And sorry that I am really busy with things now.

Sigh...